— Tumbling —
— Words tumble searching for a place
I must write I must ask I must seek to untangle bedlam but the twine of knots thousands of damn knots allude solution drowning me binding me to confusion
— Emotions tumble searching for a place
Chaotic thoughts scream for clarity, lucidity grains of sand, pebbles rocks and boulders crumble and fall in my head to settle in sequence but find disarray never solution never answers never peace
— Purpose tumbles searching for a place
Pandemonium blares palms against my ears hands against my eyes covered but so loud so vivid shouting at me put the words together find the sequence share the answers life, love, meaning, purpose where, how, which direction surely they’re there but I cannot find them and the grave is open awaiting me calling me to enter and sleep
I fear sleep without answers without purpose I need to know yet I must sometime rest please, to rest
— Tomorrow tumbles searching for a place
Mountains of dreams Valleys of reality blinded by today fired by chaos churn in the mind fix me they demand I try but where are the words the answers the solution how do I find them
— Repute tumbles searching for a place
I need you my love my child my friend your touch of love to hide in your caress to bathe in your kiss to shelter in your warmth understanding my tears giving me strength to kick closed the casket while I search for why and seek the illusive words answers to purpose I’ll find them for you or sleep in my grave a wasted spirit no words upon my headstone
— Life tumbles searching for a place of peace and Love